I think my clit has gained 1/2 an inch. It's massive 24/7 now, and though I had a break in the action for a few days, it's not slowing down whatsoever! You be the judge.
Sorry for being somewhat quiet for the last 3 days or so. I messed up the old backup and ended up somewhat incapacitated. First things first on this: though I appreciate the sentiment, I am not a fan of “Aw…hope you feel better” condolences. I’m an adult, and crap happens, I’ll live. Way worse happens to other people, so I consider myself fortunate that this wasn’t a long-term injury/illness. It seems to have resolved itself with a couple of steroid shots in the nerve, and for the most part, I’m good to go now. Still a twinge here and there but way better than when it was kicking in full gear. It wasn’t a muscle. It was the sciatic nerve combined with a cyst on my spine, both causing the other to go into flare-up overdrive. Neither of which is the end of the world. Painful but not a life-altering event. Blue skies and fuzzy bunnies are the state of my world again.
Yes. I did fuck. Once over the past few days. I fucked Scott because I was horny as fuck, and I didn’t want David or any of my other guys to fuck me stupid and cause me to fuck my back up again. So I let Scott slip his dick in and slowly pump to a few orgasms. They were okay. Not the big ones I was hoping for. Not his fault. He’s a cuck. Cucks can’t fuck. Mostly because I don’t want them to for selfish reasons.
I have not been to an ER at a hospital in probably 20-plus years. If I never see one again, it will be too soon. Worthless waste of time. Complete failure of competence. I left and ended up in a walk-in clinic that did absolutely everything and got me squared away within an hour. I will say this, though. From now on, when someone tells me how awful the ER and the people in it were…I will believe them.
Hey there, just popping in to let you know what I have been up to, and show you all of my lady parts 😜🍑💦 Hope your all having a great day and I'll catch you all later.
One in each hole makes me airtight, and being airtight is right. I'm just saying. I doubt I’ll get a third, but I’m trying to make that happen right now. If you get weirded out by my cuck stuff, you may want to quit here because I am in full cuck mode right now. I am having David over tonight, so at the very least, he will wreck my pussy in ways I never thought possible. I’m looking forward to it. My pussy is drenched in anticipation. Then, I have Ryan coming over as well. I was worried about David not being on board with my dark side sexual tendencies. I was somewhat wrong. He talks with me on the phone about our session, with me smacking Scott in the face with his dick and humiliating him by feeding him David's sperm in front of him. Apparently, that session with David being the bull has given him a shot of confidence. He told me he was worried because of his body and his weight. Scott is a large man, heavily muscled, and looks like he has been through a few battles in his time. David is a little taller, but his belly hangs, and his conditioning is about zero. He has a secret weapon, though. It's his 10-inch cock. Just the sight of it turns guys like Scott into meek little whiny trolls who lose their manhood with every face slap I give them with his dick. David noticed that. It has made him feel powerful. In reality, I made him feel powerful, but he doesn’t need to know that. So now he’s interested in pursuing his newfound sexual confidence. I would bet his confidence is starting to transfer into his daily world as well. We will find out tonight, as Ryan has gone in reverse. He is starting to feel the pull of being a cuckold. If he lets me tonight, if they both let me tonight, Ryan will go home more a sissy than a man, and that is making me touch my clit thinking about it. I get more than excited thinking how I can turn a meek sissy of a man into a cuck-pounding bull and take another man and remove his man card and send him home a sissy with dried sperm on his face. Forever altered. All because they wanted to fuck me. There is a price to be paid. A price all parties are more than happy to pay. I don’t make anyone do anything. They do it because they want to. I guide them in the proper direction. Do I have a heavy influence on them? Of course, I do. I live for this, so I do whatever is necessary to make it happen. But, as I said, they can always just say, “Not for me.” And disappointingly, some do. Most don’t. David is easy. He has only had sex about 10 times. Most of those 10 fucks were with me over the last month or so. For a guy as old as he is, that’s a low number. When I open my legs for his cock, I am his promise land, and I intend to keep it that way. I am so hoping for a fantastic outcum tonight. I’ll surely keep you posted.
And right before I posted this, Tony called and wants to fuck. We won’t fuck, I’m saving that for tonight, but I like Tony, so I’ll suck the sperm out of his balls for him. Should be here within the hour. What a great Thursday this is working out to be. I was thinking I might have a dry week but things are starting to “pop” as we speak!
To answer your question, he pumped a load of jizz in my colon and then fed me a second load down my throat. That was the end result of my fuck date with Ryan yesterday. His dick never even touched my pussy. His tongue did, though, and if I had to pick a favorite moment, it would be the way he sucked my clit off to completion. I rarely get a heavy orgasm from having my clit sucked off, but I did yesterday. I think what helped was it was after he unloaded his testicles in my guts, and his sperm was still oozing out of my ass while he was sucking my clit. It’s a sensation overload-type thing. So good for Ryan for making that happen. I kind of want to do it again right now it was that good.
Second round. Ryan was asking me about David. I explained his dick was measuring in at just at or a little over 10 inches. He had a ton of questions, but they all started leaning toward how much better his massive dong felt than his. I explained the best part of fucking such a big dick for me is the lack of feeling when another man puts his smaller cock inside of me. I gave him the whole spiel on my kinks about cheating, cuckolding, and humiliation and how his huge dick played a huge part in that aspect of my sex life. Ryans's dick went from post cum limp to a rock-hard pole. Funny how guys get into things they never think they would like. So he asked me to measure his dick. I found a 12-inch plastic ruler and let him measure it himself. He said almost 7 inches. I took the ruler, measured it properly, and it came in at 5 ½ inches, and that’s being generous. You can’t measure your dick from underneath. It's from your pube mount to the tip, and that doesn’t mean jamming the ruler into your pube mount to gain an inch. He said he always thought he had a 7-inch dick. The ruler doesn’t lie. 5 ½ inches or 14 cm is plenty of dick guys. I think if I had to pick the ideal size, it would be a medium width and 6 ½ inches long. I find that to be a very multi-purpose cock. Anyway, he asked me if he put his cock in my belly via my pussy, and I declined. Not because I didn’t want him inside of me but because I liked playing the game. I told him I was saving that for David, being that he owned my pussy, and I would have to ask him first before I let anyone else inside of what belonged to him. He was like are you serious? I said completely. I tapped his purple-headed cock that looked painfully hard and said I think your dick understands. I said I could suck it for him, and he was very okay with that. I sucked the head and asked him how it felt to be denied my pussy because another man had a bigger dick. He pumped his second load down my throat almost immediately. And just like that, I found Ryan’s trigger. I do so love finding a man's trigger. It makes him helpless to deny me when I use it on him. I immediately told him I needed him to get dressed and get going, that I had to call David, and I didn’t want him around while I was doing it. That wasn’t true. I didn’t call David, and I had no plans to do so. I just like making guys feel like the only interest I have in them is the fact that they are attached to a cock I like to drain and nothing more. But Ryan has been texting me constantly, asking me to tell him what we talked about and what my next plans with David would be. The only thing I texted back was, “Is your dick hard?” He answered with “Yes.” and he sent me a picture of it. I haven’t answered him since. I like keeping him hanging.
I will be seeing Ryan today at my house. Which means I will be getting my asshole widened out and filled with cum. That’s his thing. He is all about my butt. I’m good with that. He has the best cock ever to stick in my ass. It’s the perfect size and width, and he can go balls deep without any pain. If a dick is too long or too fat, anal sex can suck. If it’s Ryan-sized, anal sex can be better than pussy sex. I’m just saying. I like the way Ryan fucks my ass. He doesn’t grind me into the mattress, and he has no issues with me using my vibrator and occasionally dildos, so I can pretend I’m getting D Pd for real. The best ass sex I ever had was with Ryan behind Sams Club. We opened the car door, I bent over and used my hands for support on the seat, and he slipped his cock in my asshole. I came immediately. He came shortly after. I left sperm on his car seat that dripped out of my asshole on the way home. It was just hot. I would certainly do it again. It’s just more comfortable and convenient in the house. So, with that said, I need to prepare my asshole for his dick by slipping a series of 3 butt plugs in my guts. Small to large. It takes about 45 minutes, and then I leave the biggest and longest one in till he gets here. And that, my friends, is how it’s done properly! Let you know how it goes.
I went out with a few people who call themselves “content creators.” Mind you, they make adult content and spend exhaustive hours and untold amounts of money on it. They clued me in on “Dick Click Bate” like I was that old person who never sent an email in my life. I know what “bate click” is. But I’ll be honest, I didn’t know it was a thing in the adult industry. What is an “Adult bate click?” Its posts/tweets/whatever where they say things like, “If I invited you over, would you let me suck your dick?” Maybe you remember the line that popped up everywhere that used to annoy the crap out of me “Nexflix and chill or fuck me?” Which is all fine. If I were to put that in a post, I would be serious. Well, I don’t Netflix and Chill, so the only real option would be fuck. Not these chicks, though. They tried to sell me on how to get guys to join OFs and all the other pay sites and then send you DM’s with more bate clicks, which you have to pay for, which then leads to more messages you have to pay for as well. Sounds exhausting. I asked them why they don’t just have some fun and make a fuck video and be done with it. One of them said, “What are you still stuck in the 90s?” They proceeded to tell me they used $300 fake realistic dildos and never actually made real porn. Apparently, you can zoom in and crop the video so it looks like a real guy. Replacing the real thing as if fucking a real guy was gross. It went on and on, and I lost interest and kept trying to change the subject, but that’s all they could talk about. They are annoying girls but very cute and superficial. I’d lick them, but I fear the only thing licking their pussy is a realistic fake tongue. I’ll stick to real dicks leaving sperm in my asshole that won’t cum out for hours. That’s kind of my thing.
My clit is huge, but my pussy is back to tight and right again. Took a few days, but now I need to see if I can get Ryan to fuck me later today. The Test really has me worked up, so this would be a great time for him to turn my brain off with his dick.
I talked with David last night, and then he called again this morning. Then he called again after that. I thought after my night with him and Scott, he was rethinking his sexual adventures with me. He may very well might have been. Apparently, he has decided to cum to the “dark side” when it “cums” to sex. I was worried my kinks may have pushed him too far. It’s just sex, guys. I get it. I’m an oddball. I like oddball things. I like sex more than most guys do, and that fact alone creeps some guys out. I would hate to lose David and his unicorn of a dick. It’s one of those cocks that would statistically be hard to replace, but I would let it go if it meant having to give up my kinks. My sex life is way more important than a very large dick. I thought about David last night and I should have always known he would fall into my world of kinks. Why? Because he was rock hard the entire time and he came hard. I’m sure he had the post cum guilt, probably mostly because I slapped Scott’s face with his dick, and maybe watching Scott clean his jizz out of my pussy weirded him out as well. But like I said. He stayed rock hard, and when he came…it was obviously a momentous occasion for him. Who’s going to give that up? Not me.
Wah… I don’t have a huge cock; you will never want me. Oh, shut up. If I had to pick a cock just for physical pleasure, no mental fantasies, no ulterior motives, just pure sexual pleasure…It would be Ryan. I don’t even know if Ryan’s dick is even 6 inches. It just has that perfect bend and perfectly shaped head. Plus, he doesn’t slam it home like he’s nailing railroad ties. David’s huge cock is my current fave simply because it plays perfectly into my cuckold/humiliation kinks. Whenever it’s rearranging my guts, the only thing I’m thinking about is how I’m going to use his super-sized cock to my advantage with my other boy toys. David will have a problem if he ever finds a chick who gets serious with him. The odds are almost certain that she will not be a huge fan of his huge dick. It hurts, and if it hurts me…it’s going to kill the average chick. But I love the visual damage it does to my pussy, turning it into a canyoned-out black hole. I love the mental high I get from not being able to feel the smaller cocks of my other men. It gives me such a stockpile of ammunition to use in my cuckold/humiliation kink I love so much. So, no. I could care less about your dick size as long as you don’t. In fact, I wish I could find a guy with a legit 2-inch dick. I wish I could shrink Scott’s dick to 2 inches. Then my life would be complete. Sexually that is.
A little anal creampie is never a bad thing if you are asking me. Just saying. This is an odd video. It has it all. Butt plugs, dildos, real dicks, vibrators, all kinds of stuff. It took me about an hour to get off today. I couldn't feel his dick, so we did anal. Then I got off. He did pump a nice load in my ass, as you can see, though. The perils of trying to film an actual fuck are many, but we got through this one with the magic of selective trimming of very long clips!
It was a weird night last night. So did Scott. I asked him to, and I convinced David it would be fun. It was—for me. It was a perfect night for me, but I can tell I may have pushed David too far. Scott’s fine. He’s used to it by now. I shouldn’t have let my pussy push me into pushing David into something he was uncomfortable with. But I did. Long story short, I ended up smacking Scott in the face with David’s dick and then had David watch as Scott licked his sperm out of my pussy. I could sense neither of the two was really into it, but I didn’t stop, and I was pretty insistent on what I wanted. See how it plays out. My guess is David will think about it, and it won’t be long before he wants more. It tends to work out that way. Scott, well, I smacked his balls this morning, and his dick got hard as a rock. Give it some time and see how David reacts.
Someone asked me how I switched from shooting porn to the pro-ho industry, and after 21 amazingly wonderful years, I am now 3 plus years and 100% retired. So, it’s pointless to ask. I am very happy being a homebody. Back to the question. How did I switch? I didn’t. I went in reverse. I was doing the pro-ho thing long before I shot my first porn. How did I get into the hot ho biz? Sounds stupid, but I watched a show on HBO called “The Cathouse.” In a long story short, I was so fascinated by it, and my box was so ready to try it that I did it. From the very first guy I was hooked, literally. I always had so much more fun in the pro-ho game than I ever did shooting porn. The only complaint I ever had was the traveling. Fast forward 21 years later, and Covid hits. People became massive “me-me-me” assholes, and any travel became unbearable from the airports and hotels to the RV parks. To this day, the thought of having to step foot in an airport gives me an uneasy feeling. Not fear of flying, but just having to deal with the people. Truthfully, if I never saw the inside of another airport or airplane again, it would be too soon. So, here I sit, typing stories out mostly for myself and smiling about all the good times I had over those 21 years. I have said this a million times. Don’t believe what you see on TV as to how the game really works. I never really had a bad day. I certainly can’t say that about shooting porn for the studios. I can’t even get close.
So, I sucked Tony off in his car, and just as we passed Hog Heaven, he pumped his BBQ sauce into my belly. Testicle BBQ sauce, that is. Seemed fitting. He was quick yesterday. My guess would be no more than two minutes, and I was drinking his sperm. That was kind of a bummer. I love giving roadhead. I had him drop me off a few minutes later and sent him on his way. Both of us got what we wanted, so there was no point in dilly-dallying around. I needed to get ready for David.
Scott came home while I was getting ready, so I had him shave my pussy and ass. While he was doing it, I reminded him he was getting me ready for my date with a man that he could never even dream of comparing to sexually. He got upset, but he also had a hard dick I could clearly see as he was wearing only his underwear. On top of that, he had a wet spot. He can lie to me, but his dick betrays him. I told him I would need him out of the house for the night because I was going to be bringing David home. Again, protests and complaints, so I flicked his erection quite hard and told him not to beat off and that I would see him tomorrow. It’s quite a turn-on to send your husband away for a day so one can get her pussy fucked into oblivion by a better man. At least, it is for me. Even the mass anxiety I cause my husband makes my pussy wet. I wish I knew exactly how he felt. Probably best I don’t because I would only do what I could to make it worse. Why? Because it makes the sex I’m about to have with another man that much better, regardless of dick size. It’s selfish, but I’m also pretty convinced that Scott is living his best sexual life at the moment…humiliation and all. But that’s a guess. He wouldn’t tell me otherwise. Still, I’m pretty sure. I’m going to let Scott get off today. I’ll film it for you to see. It’s his reward for being a good cuck. He is letting me live my best sexual life, and I love him for it. Just not his dick. My heart belongs to other men when it cums to dick. It’s a personal flaw of mine that I absolutely adore about myself.
I’ll get to David. He spent the night. It’s been a while since I let a man sleep in my bed with me, but we shall get to that in my next post. There is a reason for that, and I will show you why in a little bit.
When your hole is still gaped 4 days later...he has a huge dick. He's going to re-size it all over again today. I'm not sure he isn't permanently re-arranging my insides. I have never stayed this wide open for such a long time, and I'm about to do it again. I have a funny feeling if I keep this up, he will ruin my pussy for all men who follow. What a wonderful thought. Life is perfect!
I tried to fuck today, but these guys are just too small for the time being. I need a week or so to let things shrink back to normal. Good luck getting me to keep Davids's monster out of my cunt for a week. I could barely feel Scott last night. Today was silly. It actually made me feel silly like I was a pro playing in the junior leagues. I could have gotten off but neither of these guys wants to hear “Is it in yet?” while they are pumping away. With Scott, I can tell him whatever cums to mind, and that makes me cum even if I can’t feel his dick. So, my first guy got off in my mouth, and then for his second one, he pumped a load of sperm into my hand, and I ate that anyway, so it might as well have been in my mouth as well the second time around. Ryan, he got off in my guts via my asshole. I could feel that! Tomorrow, I’m only going to blow Tony. I’m going to have him drive me around A1A and let me feed on his cock while we drive. I enjoy car fucking. I absolutely love car-sucking. So that should be fun. David is on for tomorrow night. We are going to the Outback. Not a huge fan of it, but I’m good with it. Kind of a hard place to pull his dick out, so that probably won’t happen. I doubt he would let me, to be honest. He’s still figuring this whole fuck buddy thing out. I want to get a solid half-day of just him letting me do whatever I want with his dick. I think it would expand his sexual horizons. I honestly don’t think he knows what a treasure he has between his legs. I think he thinks it’s big, but not that big. It’s big. Huge is a better descriptor. I’ll help him figure it out. I’ll let you know tomorrow how things go.
Do I have a college degree? Yes. I am or, more accurately was a Registered Respiratory Therapist. I haven’t been in that field in 20-plus years now. Porn of any sort was so much better as a career. The pay was about the same or less in porn. Just a much better job. Or at least it was for me. On that note. I stopped by a chick's house, and her weird son was home. He lives with her…again. He's the gift that keeps on giving, I guess. The goofy ding-dong is complaining and bitching about having 3 degrees and can’t find work. Well, he can find work, but it’s all beneath him. Apparently, he thinks he should be running the show in two weeks or less. His rationale is that he has 3 degrees and all that happy stuff. All framed. Yep, he has three very nicely framed degrees in fields I know nothing about and frankly didn't know they existed. All of them vary off on Sociology. It doesn't shock me he is out of work. Meanwhile, the guy framing his degrees is making bank. Funny how that works these days.
Here is a quick video of how my clit and pussy look a day after an almost 10-inch fat cock did its damage. I like the way it looks. I think my clit looks wonderful, and my pussy is still wet as fuck.
Back to last night and Scott. His dick didn’t fit. Not even a little bit. I slipped Scott’s dick inside of me when he got here, and it was like I put a pencil-thin one-inch dildo in my pussy. I mentioned to Scott that his dick didn’t get near the places that David could touch inside of me. Not even close. And then I came. Just like that. 30 seconds or less, and I’m blowing girl cum all over Scott’s now vastly undersized cock. The thought of being resized and ruined for my husband by another man was too much for me. He has literally reshaped my pussy and made it impossible for Scott ever to be able to reclaim my pussy as his. Then I had him pull his dick out, and it looked so much bigger than what it felt. Not near the size of David’s schlong, but you all have seen Scott’s cock. It’s not small by any means. Try telling my pussy that after David breeds it. My hole is so wide it you can see inside of me, and he leaves my clit massive. They both stay that way for days afterward. I wish it would be permanent. My clit is still hard as a rock, and now it stands up like a dick. It rubs on anything I wear, and that makes me want to fuck. So much so that I am letting my clit make questionable decisions for me. I understand the phrase “thinking with your dick” very well now.
I have another two dick dates today. I want to cancel them both. My clit thinks otherwise. The rest of my body is like, “You can’t be serious!” One this morning with my old friend and then Ryan later today. I will probably compromise. Handjobs, blow jobs, and anal with Ryan. It’s good to have extra cock holes in addition to my pussy for just such an occasion as this.
Before anyone tells me I have a sex addiction problem, again, I hope like hell I do. Being that I don’t drink or do any drugs whatsoever, I’d rather be sucking sperm out of dicks than popping pills. I admit I am motivated by dick. I think about it morning, noon, and night. If I don’t get it, I don’t get it. It doesn’t ruin my day. I do something else. So I will admit that yes, I am mentally addicted to sex. Physically, not even a little bit. No withdrawals, and even if I did need a fix…I can take care of that myself no pharmaceutical required. Plus, even if I had a date scheduled with David or Ryan, if a friend called and were in need of help, I would cancel either guy, no questions asked. I’m not talking about help moving a table or something like that. I’d get myself resized first, then queef while I moved the table afterward. But if they need someone to watch their kids or something like that…dick must wait. So no, I don’t think I have a problem at all. Just a very serious hobby that involves hard cocks.
I have a busy dick schedule all the way through Friday. I have Rob tomorrow, who I wish was today. I have Tony on Friday, and then I might go out to dinner with David. I don’t know if I’ll make it, though. This has been probably the most used my holes have been in a week…ever. It’s Wednesday, and I admit it. I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep the schedule. I’ll let you know.
Two-dick Tuesday is upon me. Or in me would be a better way of putting it. I started with a friend who I don’t narrate on and then moved on to David, who turned me into a mushed-up sperm sponge. I swear his dick is impossibly large, but I can’t stop myself from shoving every last fat inch of it in me. Does it hurt? Yes, it hurts, but it also feels amazing when that fat head reaches places inside of me that nobody else can. This might weird you out a little bit. When David’s dick is balls deep inside of me, I feel like I ate too much. I literally feel full, as if I just ate then when he slides it out a bit, right back to normal. His dick must move enough things around inside of me just enough to get to my stomach and make me feel that way. Don’t get me wrong, I love the feeling so much, so I accidentally told him I loved him right before I came so hard it was almost lights out. And I did love him…or at least love what he can do to my body with his dick, but after I get a few senses back in my head…I don’t love him. I love the dick attached to his wonderfully chubby body. He really looks good chubby. I don’t know how, but it works. The only complaint I have is his belly may be stopping him from getting all the way in. I don’t know for sure, but it feels like it. Anyway, he’s slipping plenty of cock in my guts, belly or no belly, so no complaints here. Today he pumped his load in my guts after I came, and when he pulled out, he left my pussy looking like a tunnel. I think I may have made him a bit uneasy because I asked him to pull a mirror over so I could see my pussy. I could see it in his face. That “Is she serious?” look. I don’t care. I just wanted to see what my pussy looked like. He pulled the mirror over, and it looked like a train tunnel. I could see his sperm pooled deep up inside of me it was that stretched. I asked him to take a picture, but he hesitated. I felt like his post cum mood had switched from fuck mode to sane mode, and he’s starting to figure out I’m a bit of a perv/sex addict. So I told him to forget it. The second I stood up, all his jizz poured out. It had to. My pussy was wide open, and it’s not going to hold a thing. It’s still canyoned out. I have a little black hole that won’t close for a day or two. It’s going to get worse because I’m going to have Scott put his dick in me. I am dying to know what it feels like, if I will even feel his dick at all. I also want to know what it’s like for Scott as well. I hope it’s humiliating to stick his dick inside his wife, knowing a superior penis owns my pussy and has ruined it for him. I’ll let you know how that goes.
Quick note, just before I was going to post this, David texted and asked if he could call. I said, of course; he doesn’t have to ask. He said he was sorry about not taking the picture. He said I’m extremely diffferent from the other two women, one of which he paid for, and sometimes I intimidate him with my requests. He said he hoped he would be able to see me again. Uhmm…yes! With a dick like that, he can do all kinds of weird shit, and I’ll see him again. I’m glad he called. I was worried I might be a bit much for him.
Sometimes, when I’m cumming, my brain turns off. Dick can do that to me. It hits me deep just right, flips the brain switch off, and boom, instant cock tard. Weird faces, weird noises, all stuff I can’t help because I’m cock stupid. It’s how sex really works. You should see some of the faces some of you guys make when I’m sucking the sperm out of your balls. That’s right. I can turn your brain off just as easily as you can turn my mine off. I can transform you into a blubbering imbecile begging to lick my asshole. Actually, it’s my goal to do just that. But, as I said, I end up being the fuck tard just as often as the guys do. And I enjoy it immensely. You know you did things right if you fucked me stupid.
Two things in this video. First, this is what actual sex looks like with me. It’s as real as it gets, and the orgasm I had was not faked in any way, shape, or form. Second, this should dispel any idea that I only fuck guys under 35 with Adonis bodies. Nobody has time for those people, and they tend to be one-and-done fucks for several reasons. First, they are only interested in their self-pleasure. They tend to think that just their presence alone is all the satisfaction they need to provide. Secondly, because of the first thing, they suck at fucking. Which may be what is wrong with male pornstars. I’m just saying. I view sex as a mutual adventure to see who can make the other one cum harder than they do themselves. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose, but almost always, both of us walk away happy, ready to battle again. I do like fucking guys who are 18 to 25. Why? Not because they are any good at fucking, but because I like the mental movie I get running through my mind of letting a guy of that age pump me from behind. I’m giving some 18 yr old control of my pussy by sticking my ass in the air and begging him to stick his dick in my guts. I do like the way that sounds. Sure, the sex is good. Why? Not because they are good at sex. They aren’t. But just the thought of the age difference makes me wet as fuck. But, you 18 to 25 yr olds are hard to hang around with, and the training and porn deprogramming gets to be a bit much. So, what is my perfect age for all-around fuck buddies? I don’t know. I can get into fuck mode pretty quickly with guys of any age who just end up being fun to be around. My best luck has been with guys around 40 to 65. But I’ll take a tasty 18-year-old just as fast simply because it’s a big turn-on…even if I know the sex won’t be all that. I think I get my pleasure from showing them what I can do to their dicks with my body. I’ll quit now. Catch you all in a bit.
How would you like to live next door to me? I run around the house if not naked, usually bottomless or topless, and if you play your cards right, I'll fuck your dick until your brain turns off. I need some new neighbors. I really do. Not that they aren't good people; I need new neighbors with a little more zing to them if you know what I mean.
Just got back in from hanging around with Rob. More like I was hanging off his dick for most of the day. Rob was fun today. He licked his own cum out of my pussy like a good little cuck would. I messed with his head right off the bat. If I’m being honest, his dick felt huge like it usually does, but no point in telling him that. I laughed when he first slipped his still very large cock inside of me and said I can feel it, but it feels…I don’t know…small now. I did everything I could to look bored. I told him he was a good friend, so he could use my pussy to get off if he wanted. He asked about me, if I was going to get off. I said I doubted it, my getting off is now kind of David’s job. I was so close to having a massive orgasm; it took everything I had not to. If I had one of those turn-me-stupid cum’s Rob gives me, he would know I am still in love with his cock. Can’t have that. So I played the part and laid there like a log with a hole and let him breed me with his sperm. He pulled out, I drooled his jizz out of my pussy, and he asked if we were going to fuck again today. I said sure, if you lick your cum out of my box until I’m clean, you fuck me full all day long. Long story short, he cleaned me inside and out like a pro, and he was into it. Very into it. Just last week, it was disgusting and humiliating. Today, he was all about it and went at it like it was his last meal.
An hour later, he got his reward for the cleaning he put on my pussy. I edged his cock for at least an hour. I’m serious. I worked his cock with my hands so slow it had to be painful. Every time he got close to cumming, I quit. If he looked like he was going over the edge, I put a beating on his balls. He asked me if I do this for David and I said no but only because he hasn’t asked me to. I told him I would do whatever he wanted as long as he rearranged my guts with his cock in return. As I said, this kind of back and forth went on for an hour, and then I found his mental trigger. Usually, I can find a guy's mental trigger quicker than that, but Rob was tricky. What is a mental trigger? It’s something you say usually that just twists a guy all up inside, and he can’t help but lose control and cum. It could also be the way you move, what you wear, how you touch his cock. It could be about anything, but every guy has one, and I like to find them. I found Rob’s. I was just staring at his purple cock twitching around, begging to cum, when I said, “How does it feel knowing another guy replaced him, and he now gets whatever he wants, and you only get the leftovers?” I wasn’t even touching his dick, and jizz just started pouring out of it. Ran down his dick, over his balls, on my comforter. I fingered his cum in his mouth while his dick was still twitching and pumping drops of his remaining cum and fed it to himself again. The thought that ran through my mind was that Rob is going to be very fun going forward. I’m so glad I met David. So glad indeed!
Tomorrow is self-leveling concrete day. See how that goes. Not looking forward to it, but have to do it. So, I’ll be doing that with a well fucked hole that will probably still be aching, in a pleasant way, all day long tomorrow.
I'm wide open and drooling...if I stand with my legs open in this outfit that I wore today, I'm going to be leaving something on your floor. I had a great day with David. Just got home. We fucked, we went out, we fucked some more, went back out, I sucked his dick in the car, and we tried to fuck one more time, but though I came like a wild woman, he couldn't get that last one out. I got so much to do so, and my pussy is so stretched I'm leaking everywhere, so I'll cut it short and get back on the details if you want them tomorrow.
I have David again today at 2 and then Rob tomorrow all day. He wants me to go to Orlando with him. I'm good with that. It will be like an actual date. Sort of. He knows I'll suck his dick in the car. I can't help myself. Unless it's with Scott, if I'm in a car with some guy, he is most likely going to get his balls emptied before we ever get to where we are going. I hope David can last longer this time. I really want to be resized for Rob. I want Rob to feel the full power that David's dick has on my body. I want Rob to feel small and no longer number one. I don't think he has ever felt small in his life but he is starting to now. Look, I'll tell you this not for dramatic effect but because it is actually happening. I know it's all in my mind and tied to some weird subconscious sexual desire, but he has already shrunk. He already seems smaller to me. His voice is getting higher pitched, and he is becoming a whiny little man, which he is truthfully getting whiny. The rest of it is a figment of my sexual imagination. But I like it. Even the whiny part. I can already picture him begging me to touch his cock instead me pleading with him to fuck me. I have this fantasy of Rob fucking me, and then David calls on the phone, and I just leave Rob with his hard dick in his hand while I get my guts rearranged by David.
I am really liking David these days. Big belly and all. It was his personality that got me to open my legs for him. It's his personality and his massive ugly dick that keep my legs open even further for him. His dick is ugly. It's not like Rob's, who has a large dick but perfectly smooth skin and a perfectly shaped head. His dick really is beautiful. David's dick is stupid big. Almost 10 inches and fatter than my forearm. It's full of lumpy veins, has no softness to it, and the head of it is short and stubby with a massive cum hole. It looks like it's been battle-hardened, even though I know it's only been touched by 3 women. But it's all its imperfections and size that draw me to it. When I see it, I just want to make it happy. And I'll be seeing it today!
Tony wanted his dick sucked again yesterday. I had to say no. Not because I didn't want to, I actually did, but I need to keep him a bit frustrated, so I'm not constantly feeding his need to cum. It's my theory that I benefit more in the long run because he will be around indefinitely. One of the main reasons I like to cheat on my husband and partners. I have more access to dick when I need it. I think Friday, if he can make it, I'll drain his dick for him. I do want to fuck Tony after both David and Rob have widened my pussy out. I like not being able to feel a normal-sized dick after I have been resized. This is mean, but it turns me on. I like making guys feel inferior because I can't feel their dick. I know, awful, but it's a win-win. They get their dicks fucked off, and I get to have my orgasms from playing out one of my kinks. Which are always the best orgasms for me.
"A tiny prick that has so much power. That is a quote from some drug commercial selling some magical cure. They should have said, "Such a tiny prick that has such explosive power." It would have been more impactful.
Getting my ass tongue fucked on a stool was pretty popular yesterday. I am a massive fan of it myself. Scott's tongue fucks my ass without asking. He's trained well. Sometimes I masturbate while he pokes his tongue in and out of my ass. That is it. It's his only function to perform until I cum. I'm not supposed to spill the beans on this, but I have had him tongue my ass when Rob's cock was in my pussy. He's not a fan of that, but I am, so his feelings don't really count. Rob enjoys it as well. Not sure why. My guess is it gives him a feeling of superiority over him. I like a good DP but not in the porn kind of way. DP's are hard to get right. It's also hard to get both guys to keep an erection strong enough to get the job done. More times than not it ends in failure. Dicks invariably touch each other as well as other body parts, and that seems to be the biggest hard-on killer. So, for my own personal pleasure, I use a dildo for one hole or the other. Keeps things rolling smoothly. I know, that's a buzzkill knowing that, but seriously, try finding 2 guys willing and able to DP...it ain't easy. So that you know, I am able to DP with Scott and Rob. Rob won't film it. He will, but he won't fill out the paperwork and provide ids and all that stuff needed to put it up on here. He's married and has kids. I get it.
The video yesterday. It's wonky because I let fucking get in the way of production quality. My fault completely. Next time, as in Friday, I will plan it out better. I'm going to do an anal creampie video. The truth is I'm tired of watching anal creampie compilation videos. I want to watch my own. I like to do that sometimes when I am rubbing myself off. Anyway, lets let the cat out of the bag on this last video. We did anal, but his ability to hold the camera and get any kind of useful footage was nonexistent. So, I just deleted it. In addition, I got overly worked up and had him put the camera down, put a dildo in my ass, and then fuck me until I came so hard I drooled. Then I let him cum on my face while he recorded that. He almost goofed that one up. The magic of editing makes it seem like we rolled through a few different positions. The reality of it was we lost half of the footage, then I turned it off for my own pleasure, then finished him to close the video out. Next time, I'm going to plan it out. I hate planning it out, and I'm not saying I won't stop the camera to get my cum on if I feel the need. But, I'll use the tripods and phone stands and probably multiple cameras to get different angles. Not only to provide you with a better video but to provide me with better masturbation material. I'm selfish like that.
First things first. Yes, I sucked Tony off yesterday. He was here for about 15 minutes. A few minutes to say hello and such, 10 minutes with his dick out and in my mouth, pumping his balls empty down my throat, and a few minutes to clean up and say thanks, and he hit the road. That is it. Nothing more, nothing less. He got to cum, and I got to eat his sperm. It's a win-win, as I like to say.
Next. I actually had some serious ass fucking going on this video, but the phone footage was so bad, operator error, it was unusable. The rest was pretty good, as you can see. I would be mad, but as he said, he was having a hard time holding the phone with lube on his hands and everything else going on. So, either Friday or Monday will be deemed anal creampie day. Thinking about making that a weekly thing. See how it works out.
Just got a fresh Pedi for all of you foot lovers, a French Pedi, that's a first time for me, I don't think it's looks to bad. Just thought I would share it 😉 Hope your all enjoying your day and I'm waiting to get dick, I will share that with you all as well 😜
Do these stretch pants make my clit look big? I hope so because I have been working on it. Pumping it twice a day plus putting the test cream on it daily. Women who say they have no sex drive have no excuse not to get their pussy turned into a breeding machine working overtime. I can assure you that the Test makes me so horny it’s probably scary for most men. I have always had a high sex drive. I usually prefer dick, probably 4 to 5 days a week, sometimes a bit more, sometimes a bit less. Most of you will be thinking, why not 7 days a week? Not because of me but because of you. I wear your dicks out. Still, I’m super happy with 4 or 5 days a week. But by using the Test on my clit…I’m ready to 3 or 4 times a day. I’m not overstating anything here. This isn’t some made-up claim by yet another amazingly stupid porn chick. The test makes me so horny it’s annoying. I woke up last night at 2 am and had to masturbate. That’s how serious test is about making a chick horny. Which I’m okay with for now. I don’t know if I can keep this level of sexual arousal up for an extended period of time. The frustration of not truly being satisfied is real. When I say not truly satisfied, I mean I crave to be bred. My legs open and pumped until I leak sperm. I guess what I’m saying is the test makes me physically crave cock on a level I haven’t experienced before. I’m not totally used to that. I have mentally craved cock before, but that is a whole other type of craving. My body didn’t feel like it needed a hard cock buried inside of it. Now, it does almost 24/7. And I’m enjoying it, but I worry it may get to be too much, or I’ll make some bad decisions to fill my need to be inseminated. But…I don’t want to stop either because, honestly, right now, the good outweighs the bad in a big way. Honestly, there is no bad right now. I’m just thinking ahead and calling out a problem that may never materialize. Anyway, if your wife or girlfriend says she has zero sex drive, rub some Testosterone cream on her clit, and after a few days, your dick will be sore and your balls empty. If that isn’t the case, you might try to find out who she is draining on the side.
Fuck video cumming up today. Watch for that.
Stuff is super expensive these days—you already knew that. It feels like it’s getting even more expensive, even though they keep saying prices are going down. Maybe the prices are going down on new helicopters, but I don’t need one of those. Well, I probably do need one, but where would I park it?
