Feeling very unwell today. Note the blueberry stained fingers, as I am only able to stomach 20 blueberries for dinner; the curtains drawn, because I canβt stand the light; the mascara/tear stained pillow, because the pain is real. π These self portraits of illness are important for me. Iβm sick very often. And yet still desirable, and lusting for life in some way. π· Going to sleep some more. Until tomorrow!