Sorry guys um things have gotten really hard for me mentally..
Added 2021-12-13 01:55:03 +0000 UTCSorry guys um things have gotten really hard for me mentally I've always been paying the price for my dad's actions always he was never there for me he never loved me he always made me feel like shit and very uncomfortable I'm feeling very vulnerable during this time very naïve so I need to care of myself as much as possible I'm trying to pick myself up everyday. I'm always fighting and I gotta remind myself you do NOT need to punish yourself. It's not easy but it's something that has to be done in my own timing it's not anybody else's fault it doesn't mean I don't love you and don't care about you but I have to take care of myself and put myself first. BTW incase yall think of this as just "oh she has daddy issues" and write that off you can do whatever you want to do I don't have control over other people
