undressjess

I’m ur special freak for the freakin weekend! 🤪 How’s your..

Added 2023-01-08 03:47:01 +0000 UTC

I’m ur special freak for the freakin weekend! 🤪 How’s your weekend so far? I’m pretty hype & a little anxious about my shoot with @jennacitrus tomorrow! I dunno why. I just always get super nervous about meeting new people who I really admire or want to make a good connection with. Today I got up & had Mexican food with my friend Rachel & then went to see M3gan with an old friend I hadn’t hung out with like… Ever, one on one. Then I met more friends at a brewery (I am still not drinking tho!) & we ate lobster & chatted. It was a really happy & healthy day. I needed that. I’ve been feeling really negative lately & I am having trouble snapping out of it. It doesn’t help that I‘ve experienced death lately & I think maybe I don’t know how to properly sort emotions about grief. Maybe I never have. I just stay busy to not think about it. How do you deal with it? Sorry to get serious… But hey, you are my therapy at this point in my life & I need you input. I appreciate you always being there for me!